Ahh, what a hectic week.
First. Got into an argument with the boyfriend.. and ended up crying..
and calling my dad of all fucking people. He over exagurates the situation
and makes up some phony story about how my boyfriend was beating me and
that i have bruises all over me.. and my brothers should kick his ass.
Um, okay. dad..?.. i know how to defend myself. and if it DID happen..
i would be more than willing to let my brothers attack the sorry bastard..
BUT.. it didn;t happen. no bruises on me, nothing. but yet.. my brothers
keep insisting on being complete pricks about it. hurting me along the way.
fuck it.
Second.i might be pregnant. it wouldnt be too much of a bad thing.. but..
he doesn't seem so enthused about it.. like i am. hes had three daughters.. all
of which got ripped away from him.. so i understand but.. TRUST ME, MAYBE?! whatever
my mom got the urine test for me.. ill take that first.. and for second measures..
ill go to my friends clinic.. and she said shed give me a free blood test.
Third. my aunt just passed away, from cancer. its devestating.. i always told her
that i would go visit her soon.. and i put everything else in front of it. i
didnt prioritize it.. it hurts. and then to hear my dad say about her passing..
"its just another day, people day everyday.. ill probably be next".. is bullshit..
this is his sister. his parents are already dead.. how the hell?
Fourth. im lonely.
Fifth. my boyfriend is a cheater. :|
Sixth. im just not happy at the moment.