Seems as if life continues..
no one honestly catches a break, I've learned. Aunt dies.. another one is sent into a coma.
Still not talking to my father. Still was never any services for my aunt because
my uncle's grudge is much more important than his widow's death wishes. evil.
Searching for homes with my boyfriend.. right move? let's hope. We have been at each other's throat
with a lot of stuff.. and been trying to figure some things out.. and. i don't know
if they are figured out.. but.. working on it?
I went to Dave and Buster's the other night. AHH. nice/horrible/fun/exciting/exhausting night.
Didn't think all those could be together, huh? haha.
First. we get there.. and are playing games.. all the flashy lights kind of.. threw me for a whirl wind.
then.. we were waiting for.. the other. "swingers" to show up. [it was a meet and greet.]..
and, took about an hour or so for all of us to finally get together. WELL.
my best friend's family.. happened to be there.. wasn't quite sure of whether or not they
were there for the swingers meet.. or .. for their own personal reasons.. so i was
skating on thin ice for about 2 hours. it was insane.
but turns out.. it was a personal deal for them. my best friend's dad goes back to Iraq .today.. i believe..
so, i'm sure it was a get out and have fun thing for them.
Met some interesting couples. got phone numbers.. and.. emails and what not.. looking forward to some more action
when the boyfriend gets back in town. he leaves tomorrow. ("_) oh well.
It's kind of upsetting.. i wanted to go back out with him.. and just.. be with him.. he was
still debating the issue in his head.. i hated it. I was.. sitting on fire for these past couple of days.
but.. kind of good/bad news.. my sister in law is about to have her baby.. and she needs someone to
cover her position at the newspaper.. until March. so, i'll be doing the layout design of our newspaper..
until March. So, no going back out with him.
I hate when he.. is still debating things in his head. but.. outside.. to me.. hes telling me..
certainty of things. I'll learn to get over it, like i do a lot of things.

Oh well. I'm sure i'm missing a lot of things on my mind, so.. you guys can look forward to reading more
crap from my end.
I'm tired of thinking.





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